No one has gone through more, physically, emotionally and spiritually than me. People have tried to copy the scars on my eyes, they can’t. The least I deserve is love and affection from women. It’s your actions and your choices, like you said it is what it is. Take a accountability for your actions and decisions. I prefer rolling with gay white men. They don’t get angry with me when I make a joke or comment even if I’m attacking them. They come up to me and try and work things out. You women call them fake.