You women have me in a catch 22. You dress scantily Infront of me saying it’s for me and not other men, but when I approach and touch you make a scene and try and get me arrested. I really don’t know what you expect me to do. You’re upset when I ignore you but treat me like crap when I don’t. You’re not worth a sexual harassment charge, not one of you. Do you even think about how difficult this is for me and how much I’m trying with you. I’m not a rapist or pervert, this is really unfair. It makes me not trust any of you, it makes me think you want an orgasm from a look and to be on your way. I’ve fought the NHS and police, I even used to have beef with tfl. I’ve had assassin’s disguised as postmen come to my home and try and shoot me, I’ve lost jobs, my family, friends self worth everything. It’s very convenient to say help me I can’t be with you and then turn on me anytime I make the effort. It makes me feel like when things change I should leave and reject and you. If someone said I had to die to spend one night with you I’d do it in a heartbeat. The feeling clearly isn’t mutual. I’m in exile, I barely have enough money to put food in my mouth, I have a disease worse than cancer, diagnosed to die anyday. I’ve faced sexual assaults and death because of the words of you women. Are you sure byyou’re not the ones who should be saving me like Julz Goddard is trying to do? Maybe you women have it all wrong and need to get your priorities in order. You make noise anytime I say something you don’t like. Maybe you’ve all blown it and the reason why I don’t want anything serious with you women is because Julz Goddard is making you all look stupid and I see a future with her not you.