None of you like what I say but you’re all taking and spending the money I should be getting for being on TV. Hate him or love him? But I’m not allowed to hate one of you? Completely one sided and a piss take.
Black boys get left for dead. I’m showing them how to survive, because you all leave them with nothing.
I’m not falling for any black civil rights leaders traps from flirting white girls to black girls leaving black men homeless, sick, broke and beaten up. None of you are getting love or loyalty for that and hood Rules apply too.
Don’t you think you women owe me an apology and an explanation? It’s not like I just turned straight. I’ve been available the whole time. You’re the ones constantly rejecting me and provoking me and being rude, just like with these black girls who violated a hood bond that I nearly died for, there’s no going back, we’re done and the police aren’t doing their jobs because they’re listening to women who are blatantly lying. Of course they’re gonna get attacked, what are they saying on the app?
I don’t agree with metpolice or TFL. The violence against women is fair. Look at what they’re doing to me. Shouldn’t my case take priority over theirs since they all joined in against me in the first place and still do? Why are the police and TFL investigating women like Maria’s claims and leaving me to die. I can’t even go to hospital for treatment.
Ruining someone’s life and trying to kill them for over 40 years is not my idea of true love. You gyal can’t even offer to pay for a holiday. A black gay man offered me money for sex, I said no. A white gay man offered to take me to the Bahamas, all expenses paid for sex, I said no. What are you girls offering? What offers are you accepting? That’s how I know it’s not love. I’m pointing it out so people can see the truth.
Men love me, women love me. So how come it’s only gay men trying their best not to provoke, upset me and set me up? How come white kids and I communicate? How come black men don’t join in. How come it’s only women attacking me? How is that love? Do I talk to Maliah without a baby or Julz with a baby? What you do counts, everything adds up. It’s not love if you’re intentionally trying to hurt me is it? For over 25 years? Do you really think you have special privileges because you can use WhatsApp underground? Are you not all seeing my messages while I’m underground? I don’t even have the app. You women are that stupid.
What’s happening to me is wrong. I won’t make excuses for anyone, ethnic minorities would not expect me to let white men get away with their actions. You all bad mouth and hate Dr. Hughes. Even writing things about him on walls. He wanted to make me informal when I was in hospital, he was stopped and I was moved. People have made mistakes in the past, but I understand. I’m saying the time length of this and the treatment I’m getting is a piss take. I won’t allow anyone.
Haven’t you black girls noticed that I barely look at any of you now? I have standards, I have a voice, you disregarded what I said and did for you, you attacked me and let me down. You even cheated on me. How can things ever be the same between us? I won’t have it.
No one has gone through more, physically, emotionally and spiritually than me. People have tried to copy the scars on my eyes, they can’t. The least I deserve is love and affection from women. It’s your actions and your choices, like you said it is what it is. Take a accountability for your actions and decisions. I prefer rolling with gay white men. They don’t get angry with me when I make a joke or comment even if I’m attacking them. They come up to me and try and work things out. You women call them fake.