How is my disease not worse than cancer? Do you need to be re-diagnosed with cancer every few years to prove you still have cancer? If you’re given 2 years to live by doctors aren’t you terminally ill and not chronically ill. You’re all telling me it’s not like that because I’ve survived? Am I lying about what you all say to me? Are you sure I’m the bad guy?

All these people talking about yes you’re doing the right thing, easy to say when you’re all lying and trying to enter me to see my reactions. Public fucking approval. Admit what you’ve all done and what you’re doing. Everything. All of a sudden none of you have anything to say to me.

How come anytime I try to compromise with people they find a way to blame me and say that it can’t be everyone else’s fault. If everyone else is talking and reading about me, how can it not be everyone else’s fault. As soon as I tell people about my colitis they act like it’s not like cancer and they know better than me even when I show them paper work and pictures. I don’t understand how anything I’ve gone through is my fault.

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